Kathy and Jason are in Kathy's small single room apartment. Jason
dislikes the small space and Kathy's screwdrivers made from orange juice
and cheap gin and soon enough, absurdly, picks up that Kathy has two
apartments and this one is the shit one, and resents that as well. To
complete the bad tinder date feel Jason notices a copy of Remembrances of Things Past
by Proust on Kathy's nightstand, and yes, I only know that book as a
Monty Python reference. She's not read it very far, and Jason admits he
only knows it as his show did a dramatic recreation of a scene one time.
Jason then notices Kathy has a Cheerful Charlie, which is some kind of
talking robot doll. He starts talking to it and just when he's about to
turn it off it says "hey, I know how you can get your name, game, and
fame back! Go talk to your girlfriend." When Jason asks who that is, the
Charlie says "Heather Hart." (Oh, no wonder I was thinking of Mary Hart
earlier; Jason's showbiz girlfriend has the same last name.) Jason
weirdly takes this in stride, and starts to ask about Kathy, but Kathy
immediately hauls away the Cheerful Charlie, as she doesn't want it
snitching on her. This is literally her given reason, and I'm glad we've
come to a place where real life and Phillip K. Dick novels coincide, as
Cheerful Charlie is clearly an Amazon Echo except with a better
interface. This leads to Jason quoting a line from Finnegan's Wake
(which Kathy has not read but seen the film four times) and when Jason,
who's met the director of said film on his show offers to tell what the
man is really like, Kathy stridently refuses. She wants to believe what
she wants to believe, much in the same way she's more or less
respecting that Jason is who he believes he is.
Jason then lets slip that he is a six. Kathy has only a vague idea of
what that means, but remembers that Jason said that, cranking Jason's
paranoia up another notch. Increasingly, Jason is trying to manage Kathy
like he managed Heather and Marilyn: in this case, trying to keep his
date smooth sailing with a police informant. She removes the purple
tracker dots from his documents. Talking about Kathy's cat leads
immediately back to sharp reefs as Kathy manages to move from her cat to
Mr. McNulty, her handler. Jason manages to squeeze out of Kathy that
most of her money goes into Other Apartment, where she has some sort of
weekly time-share arrangement with one or two other girls. Possibly not
liking admitting things, Kathy confesses that her husband is alive, and
in a gulag in Alaska. She's working with the police to keep him alive
and safe, as well as for the money. So she's sending other people up the
river to save one, and estimates she's sent about "150" up shit creek.
Jason says that this is evil, which naturally pisses off Kathy. She says
she gets letter from her husband, Jack, "all the time", which Jason
points out are likely fakes and Jack is already dead. Kathy weeps with
almost shocking intensity at this, so Jason lies and rationalizes "well
it's probably cheaper to keep Jack alive and have him write letters than
fake it", which gets Kathy to calm down. Man, lots of Tinder date
memories for me here!
Jason realizes Kathy is in an impossible situation from which she can't
get out, but tries to get Kathy to give up this little life. She ignores
him of course, but says Jason is a good person for trying. Speaking of
good person, apparently Jack gave full permission for Kathy to have
sidepiece action. And besides, Kathy hadn't met Jason before, and Kathy
was in a psychiatric hospital for eight weeks one time, and she met two
people who were totally convinced they were celebrates, too. Huh. Maybe
she's moved back to her delusional stage again...anyway, that's why it
was alright for her to fuck a guy who thought he was Mickey Quinn named
David, because it was Destiny, and she'd still pick Jack anyway because
she cares for Jack more than the rest of humanity, and no Jason, I'm not
going to turn you in after we fuck, I love you.
Jason objects, saying they've known each other only a few hours, but Kathy is very earnest and serious on the love issue.
They decamp to an "Italian-type" restaurant where Kathy seems to know
the staff, and both sit down to what Kathy describes as "really
authentic" and Jason describes as "fucking awful" Italian food. Jason
now senses some crisis building in Kathy, and asks her what a fit from
her would look like. She responds "toddler style tantrum with truckstomp
profanity directed at anyone impinging on my freedom." And yes, she
does feel like that's coming on, which makes sense, she hasn't been
taking her medication. Kathy doesn't take her daily psych meds because
it fucks with her mind. Kathy sees that Jason doesn't want to be
involved with Kathy's incipient psychological episode, and invites him
to leave. Jason refuses, both out of concern for her and convinced
she'll rat out Jason instantly if he does. Kathy says that the people
around her will take care of her, like that degenerate drunk at the bar,
or that cook back there in the tiny kitchen who lacks A/C. Jason
challenges her to take some fuckin' responsibility for her actions, and
Kathy points out Jason can go fuck himself, Kathy has not hurt Jason.
Jason gives up, realizing he's totally in the thrall of this mentally
ill police informant and they both know it.
Kathy tries some sexy talk about how her love is a growing vine reaching
for Jason, and Jason flags down a waiter and discovers they don't serve
hard liquor here. Any sort of managing of Kathy now gone, Jason is
honest with Kathy and said "this place sucks, let's bail." This provokes
the psychological attack in Kathy. She begins screaming, throwing
herself on the floor while swearing like she's channeling the collective
unconscious profanity of the world's longshoreman. The manager and the
waiter of the shitty Italian place, after assessment, pick up Kathy and
dump her out on the street, and then extract a bribe of $300 from Jason
to keep the cops out of it.
Under the neon sign of Senor Luigi's or whatever, Kathy recovers. Jason
realizes she called his bluff and won. She may not know much, but her
manipulation skills are first rate.
Tuesday, 30 May 2023
Flow My Tears, the Policeman Said; Chapter 4
Flow My Tears, the Policeman Said; Chapter 3
Jason and the hotel clerk (pencil mustache, slightly effeminate,
telepathic) are in the clerk's quibble, driving to Watts. [Note: I'm not
sure of a quibble is distinct from a skyfly, as right now the clerk is
driving but quibbles also might be able to fly. I'm picturing an old
Checker Marathon.) Because of the clerk's telepathy, he functionally has
access to Jason's thoughts just like we do and comments on them. An
elderly black man is crossing the street, and the clerk comments
nowadays black people are like whooping cranes, rare and protected by
extensive laws. So, fun story: apparently the civil rights struggle
ended with African-Americans getting what they wanted: equal protection
under the law, etc. The price they paid for this was genocide, with a
forced sterilization program and the right to only have one child per
couple. With the later police state, this has resulted in all
[surviving] black people actually *retaining* all their old fashioned
legal rights while everybody else lost theirs. The sight of the black
man causes the clerk to say "I don't like your racist views, even if you
are paying me $500". Jason responds "there's enough blacks alive to
suit me." Watts is not only run down but abandoned.
They reach their destination, a abandoned restaurant. The clerk and
Jason go inside, where a wall opens to reveal a small but well organized
and equipped workshop. Kathy is the forger - Jason thinks she's 15 or
16, [not much in tits, but with nice legs, he thinks] though for reasons
that will soon become clear I sorta doubt this and think she must be in
her mid 20s. Maybe she's like Sissy Spacek in Badlands(1973) in that was in her mid 20s in that role but really does look 16? Not sure.
Anyway, Kathy charges Jason $2000 of his $5K wad o' cash for
comprehensive documents, but appears to really know her fake document
shit. At the same time, she's clearly a little lonely and intrigued by
this well dressed non-student who suddenly needs all the docs. She
hasn't heard of Jason, but like the clerk, quickly buys that for some
reason Jason is a man who believes he was a big celebrity until
yesterday. We learn her husband is dead, killed in national service. She
then makes Jason guess her age (he guesses 16, she say it is 20) and
then guesses his age to be "about 50" which enrages Jason, who tells
between clenched teeth he's 43. Kathy is sorry for the accidental
offense and turns to sorting Jason's shit out. But the troublesome
conversation continues. She asks about Jason's career, and all the
people he'd fucked over to get to the top. Jason (who in Chapter one
briefly thought about exactly this) denies fucking people over is a
thing, saying it's a business so talent and rationality - he doesn't use
the term meritocracy, but Dick would definitely find it amusing to use a
term created specifically to mock the whole idea used with a straight
face.
As she's counter-fitting, Kathy confesses she thinks Jason is insane,
which on the basis of his story and beliefs only makes sense. Eddie (the
hotel clerk) is lurking in the background, smoking a big cigar. Kathy
then gets into a booth with Jason on some counterfeit pretext []
and confesses both Eddie and herself are police informants. She shows
him the subtle purple dots on his cards that act as tracking beacons and
as microphones. She tells him this because she wants to help Jason
escape. Her deal: get rid of all the tracking stuff on his cards and
docs, slip Eddie an extra $500 to keep quiet, and spend the night with
Kathy. Jason is angry because he has no choice but to agree. Or does he?
He attempts to say "fuck it then' and strides out of the little shop.
Kathy stops him, first saying he's already got a tracker on him, and, in
an eerie replay of Mason trying to put a lid on Jason says "cmon, one
night, and you get everything. That's all I'm asking." So Jason,
completely outplayed, agrees. Now operating under Phillip K. Dick levels
of paranoia, he realizes this could all be a grift to squeeze a little
extra money out of Jason before the big net descends.
So once again, Jason is attached to a female who he has to make happy, or else.
Tuesday, 23 May 2023
Flow My Tears, the Policeman Said; Chapter 2
Jason wakes up. He is not in the hospital.
He's in a fleabag hotel. The marks of the jellyfish are gone. Hanging in
the closet is his silk suit, which improbably has that gigantic wad of
cash he was flashing earlier. Understandably confused and on the brink
of panic, Jason dresses and unsteadily shuffels to the lobby and its
phone, as hotels as nasty as this don't have phones in their rooms.
Using the payphone he calls his agent and his attorney, but neither have
heard of Jason Taverner and blow him off as a crank. Jason checks a
discarded LA Times, and the date printed is literally the next day -
according to the date, the events of chapter one happened the night
before. Jason's agent made a brief appearance in it. Looking through the
paper, he can't find any of the ads or notices featuring him, his
regular appearance at a fancy club, or a mention of his TV show. Now on
the verge of freaking out, only Jason's Six status keeps him working. He
decides to call someone else, goes to his wallet to get the number, and
discovers all his IDs are gone.
This is worse than you'd think.
Y'see, fun story, America in 1988 is a totalitarian police state. Flow My Tears
was published in 1974, and Dick has the campus protest movement become
permanent - revolutionary structures have taken over the universities.
The Government meanwhile, has formed siege lines around the
universities, and most of the activity has moved literally underground,
where students and professors do...something. Anybody caught without any
ID is presumed to be an agent or an escapee from the radical
underground, and thus someone who's going to spend the rest of their
lives in a forced labor camp.
So Jason has not only been reduced to nothing, he's a substantial negative person; an untermenchen
as the Nazis used to say. Jason calls the Birth Registration control
center in Iowa, and, nope, no record of his birth. Because of the
terrifying possibilities of forgetting your IDs, everyone has an ID
tattoo on their forearm, plus some stuff we'd call RFID chips
today...but Jason is so paranoid now he doesn't trust that it will do
anything. Six to the fore: first job is to get fake IDs. Jason doesn't
want to end up with a pickaxe on the moon.
The Hotel clerk is reading Box magazine. Jason takes a $500 bill
and plops it on the hotel desk. Saying his cards have been stolen and he
needs replacements ASAP, the clerk agrees to help. Oh and the clerk is
telepathic and can read Jason's mind.
Flow My Tears, the Policeman Said; Chapter 1
Jason Taverner is at the top of his game. He's a famous singer with his
own, mega-succsessful TV show. That's because he's a Six. It's not
explained at this juncture, but he and his girlfriend/special guest that
night Heather Locklear are both people who got themselves genetically
modified - Stage six modification? They just finished Dick's TV show,
and now have to run a gauntlet with police to get to Dick's Rolls-Royce
skyflyer.
Things are maybe not the best between Heather and Jason. They are a
celebrity couple professionally but also a couple outside of that, and
Heather is sounding burnt out. She hates People, especially her fans,
and wants to give up being a celebrity, marry Jason, have Jason's kids,
etc. Though this could just be burnout; she also thinks flying to the
secluded house they have in Zurich is stupid. This surprises Dick, as
the house was chosen especially so they could get away from People. (She
does not look like Heather Locklear, being described as having a roman
nose, red hair, and violet eyes, but the showbiz/30 million viewers
immediately put me in mind of Locklear and Mary Hart, this kind of
inhumanly perfect beauty, a flawless diamond, never scratched even as
they bore through concrete at the end of a pneumatic drill.)
Dick takes all this, and much else, in. Evidently being a six gives you
one king-hell-ass brain, as he's managing his GF on the brink of a
psychological crisis, flying his Rolls, feeling smug at how awesome he
is, thinking about some of Heather's secrets, flashing a big wad of
cash, promising to use said wad of cash to buy Heather something nice,
then dreaming of using said wad of cash to hit up a Vegas casino to play
blackjack (Sixes win all the time, even beating the dealers) even as
Heather rolls her eyes and calls him a selfish asshole.
Dick then gets a call. It's from Marylin Mason, who is some
starlet Dick got an audition for. She's also having a nervous breakdown
and threatening to kill herself, which Dick thinks is a sign she's
pregnant. (Of course he's fucking her on the side.) And after he got her
*two* auditions, the first one for the president of Columbia records!
Typical "ordinares"! She blew both auditions and can't process it,
blaming Taverner instead. Dick's tired and already managing crazy, but
MM is super insistent he stop by briefly. He lands on the field in her
building complex. Heather waits in the skyflyer.
There's something strange with Marylin Mason - spooky. Dick doesn't let
it show , but Mason's mood is something hidden and dangerous. Before he
can even begin trying to calibrate what's going on, Mason takes a
plastic bag, and hucks an alien jellyfish at Dick. It attaches to his
chest and begins boring through his suit with its 50 tentacles. As a
Six, instead of screaming, Dick instantly grabs a nearby whiskey bottle,
unscrews it, and empties it on the jellyfish. This kills the jellyfish
in a few seconds, but now the tubes are inside him and can apparently
survive jellyfish death, and continue to tunnel into his torso. Dick and
Mason have a moment of "well, wasn't expecting that", and then Dick
passes out.
Dick comes to as he's racing through a hospital on a gurney. Heather is
there. Apparently Dick was seconds from death at Mason's, and is being
rushed to emergency surgery. Holding Heather's hand, Dick passes out
again.
Addition, chapter one: Jason momentarily wonders if he's given himself
brain damage using the "phone-grid transex network", but dismisses the
through with a junkie's excuses: he didn't do it much, and there had
been no premature aging or brain damage. (Point of fact Heather had
noticed Jason needs to dye his hair, which apparently is unusual for a
Six, so one of those signs is definitely a question mark.)